I hate you…
i am happy with my girlfriend but you still give me a rush every time i see your name pop on my phone or i see you made a tweet about me? your stuck in my heart
Do you remember
when i told you will play tennis and i ll make twice baked potatoes for us? that night we first met? or that time you made my time in the hospital that much better? or that time i told my dad to fuck off and i got to hold you in my arms all night with our best friends being drunken assholes? i still do and you made me change myself in to something more then a kid? i think i don’t know but you definitely changed me for the better and for that i ll always think of you. maybe not now or even soon but i hope we get to experience what we wanted to but never did. and until then i hope we can be friends if you let me. cause i miss talking to you, you always put a smile on my face, and the other night when you told me how you felt i broke a little inside because that’s all i wanted to hear. half the time though i second guess weather or not you ever liked me at all. i hope i get a chance to find out. and why am i such a bitch? i don’t know any other guy that expresses there feelings like this. i feel like an idiot for not having the courage to call you and tell you. so instead tumblr is my mailman. i hope you don’t hate me for after the other night to. i didn’t mean for it to be like that. shit just got a head of me. so call me? lol i have to many feelings
